we didnt meet each other all the way till tuesday..

I was quite angry that he didnt do wat he promised.. he said he would meet mi before i go to work as he was having half day.. ya well, he didnt.. msg not replied, phonecalls not picked up.. i was worried sick.. The moment i reached my work place, he called. He wants me to go over after my work to tok things out.. Meow scolded me sayin that i give in too much, i should play hard to get.. I dont know.. mayb i just want to know wat is he thinking abt..

n so after my work we talked below his block.. he was thinking exactly the same thing as me.. whether to let go or continue.. his reason being, he dont know why he keeps repeating the same mistake, n he dont want to have another round of serious argument wif mi.. n mi, i am tired of arguing and i just feel he isnt willing to give his all in this r/s..

in the end, no conclusion was made as we both needed to think more.. and so now i am not contacting him, vice versa.. i am still thinking.. no answers yet.. just seeing if i can survive without him.. if i can, i am letting go.. He knows he has changed alot since we started out.. n i dont like the him now.. he knows he still wants to go out n have fun.. I will just let him do tt..

one more week to my new job.. i am excited. but sad at the same time, cos i know i will be leaving my goodie colleagues soon.. really gonna miss them so.. well, kc resigned and ytd yanni said she's gonna resigned today.. seriously wonder wats gonna happen then.. Rebec pls take care..